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[09 Jun 2008|07:03pm] |
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So i Finally Had the baby!!! She was born on sunday june 1st. I am madly in love with her and just felt the need to share that with everyone. I am sorry to everyone who i havent called back or talked to. No offense, I am just tryin to figure out how to sleep and heal and take care of the little one... and have a social life.
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[05 Feb 2008|02:33pm] |
This is the Third time I have had to leave work early cause of this baby. Dont get me wrong I am still excited and all that stuff but i havent been so sick in... well ever. I am dizzy and light headed and throwing up. I thought that this is suppose to stop after the begining. I hate feeling this way. I cant even go out anymore. I like make plans, but then I fall asleep or I go through this depression or whatever its called. Its weird, my mood swings are horrible.I feel completely out of control.
TO top things off, I am hanging out with mike again which is awesome and I am happy about that. I have been sitting and thinking of why i broke up with him in the first place. I cant think of a good reason, before I was pregnant I was so happy with him. He treated me right and there was nothing wrong, besides our few fights here and there. We rushed our relationship which prolly would of been a few months to a year in normal time, mike and I put that into 4 months. IF that makes sense. Now i dont know what i want from him. I wish i would tell my hormones apart. I cant be with him and then go crazy again. Thats not fair to him. I am lost and confused and effing dizzy and I might vomit. Pregnancy sucks ass.
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[13 Jan 2008|02:15pm] |
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So the more pregnant I get, The more freaked out i get. I feel alone, and slowly losing friends left and right. I know things happen and all that crap, and these hormones are making things even harder to deal with. Dont get me wrong, i am so excited but being a single mom with a half ass job is terrifying, who wouldnt be? le sigh.
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[02 Jan 2008|11:37am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOOOUUU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEEAAARRRR HEATHEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOO YOOOOUUUU!!!!
AND MANNNYYYY MMMOOORRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I will never be too old to do that.
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[10 Jul 2007|06:16pm] |
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So I never write in this thing anymore, i just like goin on a read everyone else's, but no one is really writting anymore.
Everything is goin pretty well right now with my life. I am dating a good guy for once, and everyone who has met him has actually liked him alot, which is a good sign.
I am not partying as much as I was when the summer started which is really good. I was starting to get a beer belly, so i had to chill a bit. Thats not to say i am not having a good time, its just alil more sober.
Harry Potter tonight, I was suppose to go with Heather and Mike and Kevin and Sabrina (who btw I am gonna adopt as my own kid soon)but i promised Sonja like 3 weeks ago i would go with her, and forgot to get her a ticket when kevin and heather got ours, so I had to get different tickets at island 16 for me sonja and amy. I am kinda bummed, but i am sure this wont be the first and last time i watch the movie.
I am working at thats entertainment right now, but i am studying to do bartending and i hope i will be doin that very soon.
In like 3 months, I am moving outta my house.. in so many words my parents said its time to go. and if i dont go now in a year they will completely kick me out. so House hunting and bills and shit... here i come.
My birthday just passed... good times good times. Jen had a party at her house for me,i had the most fun until i almost got into a drunk fist fight... but all in all good day...
Thats all for now, this ended up being long then i expected it to be... hm.
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[03 Apr 2007|10:17am] |
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So Nebraska is one of the most boring states i have ever been in. Every bar and club closes at 1 am monday-saturday, sunday they arent open due to the whole god thing. Places to eat don't even open until 5 cause thats standard dinner time i guess. All in all, it was a very slow moving nothing to do town, i wouldnt recommend it to anyone....ever.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:02pm] |
I m quitting partying.. I m dont smoking and drinking... i am done with the whole being stupid thing... I swear I am goin to do good at school and like do something with myself. Like i hate thinking that i m making my friends look bad or embarrassed because of me... This whole entry (emotional wise) could just be caused by lack of sleep and harmones running wild. Either way i am done with it. I will still have a drink but i dont wanna get drunk or stupid any more. So, sorry if i have made people mad/annoyed with me because of it...
I m also Sorry for sounding like a little bitch in this... Geeze. Someone needs to back hand me and put me in my place. :-D
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[16 Sep 2006|03:19am] |
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Omg hofstra is craaazzzy! I mean like me heather and tanae and heather all went out to a culb and dude this some weird stuff.. we went pretty early and so much have happened so far. Me and tanae got sooo trashed.. and heather was with some guy all night... that WASNT mike. so This guy was all up on tanae and litterally touching her whereit is suppose to happen behind closed doors only. to make a long story short they came back to the dorm and it ended up my guy and tanae's guy were kinda bi and left us for eachither half way through. Heathers guy was kinda nice but then he was talking about how he likes sex the most when the person is asleep.. so we had to get rid of him, but heather was kinda sad. I m never letting her drink that much again... oh and dont any tell mike... she has been crying even since.. but between you and me shes only crying cause she saw what other guys have to offer. sleeeeepppp.... I m excited about tomorrow!
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[14 Sep 2006|08:46pm] |
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so i m starting this gym thing... Its alright so far I just wanna lose a few pounds and get into the habbit... I felt like updating like 2 sec ago... but not anymore
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[06 Sep 2006|09:04pm] |
So did you hear?!? I am a horrible person.
Life is sooo sad.
i m gonna boycot life! who is with me?
ya know i was thinking the other day... i walked up stairs and looked out my window and it looked so tempting. Does that mean that I have a problem?
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[22 Aug 2006|03:55pm] |
So I m starting my 2nd job this week at office max again. I m gonna die. I feel like since most of my friends are away at school there is no harm in workin all the time. its better than sitting at home getting fat.
And speaking of friends with this summer ending, i m very happy with who I have in my life. I have a few good friends and a couple of good people i like to chill with once in a while all in all they are good people. I did lose some friends on the way, but i dont care cause I dont need people who dont care in my life. I have honestly held it in too long and the person knows who they are and so have a good life and dont even try to be a friend again, that is if you remember how to even be one.
Now that, that is outta my way. I saw snakes on the plane... omg i loved it! It was so bad, but awesome. If you are goin in with a serious attitude then you are dumb, we screamed and laughed and cheered and I loved it.
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[09 Aug 2006|02:30am] |
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the twin tower movie was amazing... they did it in such a good way it wasnt hollywood in anyway. I cried so much, but they didnt try to make it so we only saw the crash and burnin and such. It was all about these two amazing men who survived... Amazing. i m just shook up and very sad right now... but worth it.
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[16 Jun 2006|12:01pm] |
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for the first time me and my friends had like 3 days in a row... like wow. lol I enjoy it.. if my summer is filled with days like that i will be one happy camper. and this summer i wanna do so much. I mainly wanna party. I havent done enough of that.
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[24 May 2006|11:42am] |
Ohio is awesome... I had so much fun and things went so nicely. The only thing that sucked was our 12 hour drive home. You name it and it happened to us.
I was kinda shocked how well we all got along.
Anyway now that I m home, I was talkin to some guy I started talkin to on myspace or something, and apparently he works for the same theatre that ashley has an internship with, and he offered me a job there... but i dont know what to do, cause really its so demanding, and I would have no time for anyone anymore. Like I would never see Dave anymore, and things are actually goin really well, do I really wanna put that on the line... I would never see kevin and he is leaving soon, I have the school thing where I would have to do the stage craft thing as well.
dkfjsdjfjdhf I think that sums up how I feel.
Anyway I should go clean my room...
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[16 May 2006|02:34pm] |
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I missed our Maury Show... Brian Hernandez just told me how he saw me and how I was wearing a black and Pink sweater.
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[09 May 2006|10:02am] |
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So I brought my car in... and $349 Thats just crazy! This whole Ohio trip is coming out to be alot more money even though I have my step dad chippin in and my grandpa... its still very very expensive. That just put a damper on my day... big time.
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[29 Apr 2006|11:52pm] |
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So from now on Me and Heather have or own day... Saturday.. and thats the day we go see movies that look really good from the pre-views and not so much on the big screen.
Our adventure started out when we took a ride to the police station, to report my license,(which was stolen in the city) And so something that should of taken all of 10 mins to do, turned into a half hour of some cops talkin to heather and I about Talk shows. Apparently This Guy, went to suffolk, likes the mets, hates rosie, Ellen annoys him, Maury's sexual harrassment charges are nuts. LOL and the view is alright and Tony Danza is washed up. He was very very funny. Oh and he hates TOm cruise as a person.
So after that we decided to go see American Dreamz.... OMG hahaha thats all I have to say about it. Like really through the whole movie heather and I sat there confused and laughing so hard cause there was no point. Everything was so...weird and pointless. Hugh Grant is very very yummy... I adore him... I would tell everyone all about it but honestly i think you should all go see it your self. I laughed from begining to end.. The best thing was at the end of the movie...everyone just got up, without a word and left. God It was awesome... I love saturday night outings. It would be nice if heather and I had friend who could enjoy the great times we have.
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[22 Mar 2006|10:58am] |
So sad... and angry.. and jealous... and unsure... and lonely... and insecure... and more and more.
I liked it when i was either happy or mad.... That was the life.
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[09 Mar 2006|06:40pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ASHLEEEYYY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
<3
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